[Verse 1]
I’m talking in circles
Chewed-up tongue and a cracked dry mouth
You stare through the surface
Like you’re watching someone else drown out
Hands above the water
Fingers numb and they’re slipping slow
You blink like it’s nothing
Change the channel
Let the black tide grow
[Chorus]
I’m drowning here
I just need a lifeline
You see me drowning here but you stand by
I’m suffocating
I don’t wanna die
But you’re just standing there on the sideline
[Verse 2]
Bedroom like an ashtray
Clothes on the floor like a crime scene spread
Blue light on my bad days
Paints your halo a toxic red
You ask if I’m “okay”
Walk away before I even speak
Guess it’s easier this way
Watching storms from the highest seat
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] Breathe in concrete
Chest gets tighter
Every “you’ll be fine” lights the fire
If you’re not gonna reach
Then cut the rope
Quit selling me hope
Quit selling me hope [echoed]
[growled] I’m clawing at the ceiling
Nails on the glass
You hear me?
Or am I just another
Body in the deep
In the deep
In the deep—
[Chorus]