[Verse 1]
My heart slows down
Beating so low
It’s cold in my chest
I’m facedown now
Carpet tastes like the dust in my head
I tried to be happy
Glued a smile to my skin
Played along
Held my breath at every party
Silent in the middle of the crowd
Singing along
[Pre-Chorus]
Is it me
Is it me
Or is this room just dark
Every mirror that I see
Keeps tearing me apart
[Chorus]
So alone
So alone
Is the problem me
If I disappear tonight
Would anybody see
So alone
So alone
Screaming in my bones
If the problem is me
Is that why I’m so alone
[Verse 2]
I scroll through faces
Everyone looks fine in their little frames
I choke on phrases
“Doing great
I’m fine” till it all sounds the same
You say “reach out any time”
But my hands feel welded to my sides
I’m the joke I never tell
I’m the tear I always hide
[Pre-Chorus]
Is it me
Is it me
Am I built to break
Every promise that I keep
Feels like a fake
[Chorus]
[Bridge] [low vocal register
Then building]
If I rip this mask off
Will you turn away
If I bleed my truth out
Will you even stay
[dual vocals]
You say I’m not the problem
But you don’t really know
What it’s like inside this hollow
Where the heartbeat barely goes
[Chorus]