[Verse 1]
You said it with a half-smile
Venom on your tongue that night
“I hope you disappear”
You flipped the switch
Killed the light
I’m pacing in the kitchen
Heartbeats in a paper bag
Every word you spit at me
Another little red-flag rag
[Chorus]
You got me going crazy
I’m losing my mind
You got me suffocating
And wishing to die
Girl
You got me fucked up
If you’re wishing death on me
I’m done letting your darkness
Be the air that I breathe
[Verse 2]
You throw my broken phone
Like it’s just another joke
Every promise that you made
Burns slow in the smoke
You trace my every weakness
Like a map across my skin
Say you love to watch me break
Then call it “just messing”
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] If you want me in the ground
Say it to my face
Now
I’ve been digging my own doubt
While you’re cheering in the crowd
[full voice] I won’t be your ghost
Hanging from your memory
If you’re praying for my last breath
Watch me breathe
Watch me breathe
[Chorus]