Out of the Darkness

Silent whispers in the dark, shadows crawling in my mind

Caught between the fear and hope, a place I can't define

Thoughts like storms inside my head, swirling, never still

Fighting battles on my own, against what I can't will

Lost in fears and lonely nights, dreams that fade away

Questioning if my life has meaning, whether I should stay

Feeling like I'm trudging through a never-ending rain

Tired of fighting, tired of the pain

Is there a way out, can I find some peace?

Or am I destined to forever just cease?

Simply want to be numb, to escape this ache

To finally find silence, for my own sake

Don’t know who would miss me, if I’m gone

But the hurt feels too much to hold on

I want to close my eyes, let the darkness take control

Leave behind these broken dreams, this battered soul

It's not giving up, just seeking release

From all these burdens, from this grief

If I could see past the storm, find a shining spark

Maybe there's hope after all, even in the dark

But right now I’m weary, so tired, so worn

Waiting for the pain to be reborn

So I whisper softly into the night, a silent plea

Hoping someday, I’ll find a way to just be free

No more pain, no more tears, no more fight

Just silence, pure peace, out of sight