I am not a plastic boy,
So I don't need a plastic girl,
I am flesh and blood,
But I do live in a plastic world.
There seems there isnt anything but scams and people on
Straight fuckery, yeah it always seems someone wants to work some kind of angle, to try and fuck me....
I feel like I am breaking apart...yeah
I have offered my self in your light
I protect you and become a willing sacrifice....
What else do I need,
If I could only find
Answers that i fucking need ...
I go to the DR and he
Writes me medication without bothering to listen to what I say,
I go to a psychic chick,
And her mind and life is so cloudy with all the false compliments and the plastic things that they say,
Yes your beautiful, yes I am a obvious fool, but at least I am real, my problems, my needs, all of my flaws baby.....yeah.....yeah... Baby...it's crazy how your channeling yet your third eye is closed....
You cannot see me.....
I stand before you in my naked truth...
I try and open my chest wide just so I can show you my devotion, honesty, and my truth....but
It's a waste of my time, you judgement in my suffering was the last thing... But I see I see a plastic girl, who can't understand what it's like in my life and reality....
Go ahead and celebrate and enjoy my energy it is always in my premium presence,
Perceptions of me,
Yet when i was in my honest truth....you could not connect the energy with the real life me.... Noooo ohhhh noooo you couldn't see....I stood right there in my truth your eyes casted a judgement and I couldn't see,
I was that energy that voice in your head, I am that heavy energy, yeah baby....
It was me.....yeah. It was me.... Eeeeeee heeeee yeah. It was me.
So I picked up my ego and my and my truth, I gathered it up, I didn't take offense as I already know,
just like me you too
Have never been
Lucky in life, or something like love...
It wasnt the way you said anything, it was an internal conflict, the way you have built up a wall to hide behind sonu don't have to deal with it, I had to understand that you were, dealing with an internal connection with life and rejection....it takes forever for you to trust anyone who.....
You thought I was another one, another plastic boy who only wanted to shatter your heart....tear your head up inside, then run, hide and come out to do it against everything that you have built...but darlin....
You couldnt of been further from the truth...you see, I am that energy heavy and true, baby I love so many things about you, I was that energy that I can promise you...
I don't want a plastic girl,
I am not a plastic boy
I don't live in a plastic world,
And baby I won't givenyou plastic boy, I won't give you anything that don't fit except my dict shonairy baby....yeah but it is what it is...only my dict
Shonairy is the only thing that might
Not fit...
But That's just what it is when you live in a world that isnt
Plastic
