Baby please don't be mad at me anymore

You know sometimes I stay up way too long sometimes my dreams and reality tune to the Moon on the verge of the merge I try to pull back in for the reality starts and the fantasy ends, I never meet you any kind of disrespect, I never thought you were any of the things I've tried to project on you you're never going to understand how much love and respect I actually have for you what a wonderful for you to feel so good that it would have been like a dream coming true, or at least that's the way it seemed inside of my head I'm so embarrassed I want to show my face or head, sorry I let my mind get out of whack so much I said to you I wish I could now take it back I never thought you was any kind of hoochie, hoe, or whore....I just hope I can recover from this place this time, these fantasies I wish were never mine... God damn it you're the best thing that's happened to me in quite a while I want to do is see you smile hold you pull you near and hold you close I want you to know feel the most important thing to me right now I hold you higher than anyone you're my queen you know that I want you mostly just to be happy just to be good I want you to come and visit me in my hood I want you to see the way my eyes will look at you please don't give up on me baby sometimes I say stupid s*** especially when something starting to be good, I sometimes try to sabotage the s**t I really don't know why just seems to be the way I do this s***