So if I may , just tell you a lil bout you , I have to share these thoughts of mine because even though I don't show it , some things you have done still ring through and through, this particular day I decided to make you a scrapbook , all my time and love I put into it , I worked on it day and night making it just right, the day I gave it to you , you seemed as though you liked it , but took offense to a note I wrote , and it was over and your whole mood changed , so complicated you took a good thing and made it negative, as I sit alone wondering how it went wrong , turn the page, the other day I wrote a song for you and while driving I let it play , but the words they didn't reach you , you basically wanted to hear some words about how your a good mom and you raised your kids right, but not to get you wrong you loved the song , I think you missed the point, turn it up turn the page , I tried another one and played a song about a loved one who's passed on , and you compared the two songs and said why can't you say those beautiful things about me like you did about her , and you barely knew her, I'm your sister what about me , yeah and I said it's beautiful way to remember them in a way they are forever gone but you are alive asking why not a beautiful song like that for you, don't you see it even a little bit , you should know this already your wonderful to me , your a whirl wind drifting ever so lightly ,picking up the peices you lost along the way your beautifully broken not sure what your feeling , like a super nova , let it be , just let it be beautiful , what you went through how everyday no one has a clue unless it's happened to you , you could never know , but that's not true , I find it easy to believe that what we go through we may not always understand God's divine plan , and how you play your role , sometimes you ask why you , every body is going through something , and how you work through the dying pain and loss that's draining you , a beautiful life should be remembered beautifully be greatful for the time God gifted you to be able to love him like he never knew , its your warming love he holds in him , so let it be beautiful let go of that guilt , not you or any one could of predicted so let it all out , embrace the pain let it encompass you , breath it in , release the black and blue that dark cloud you've fallen into just fall through let the memory of him follow you through smile in his name just let it be beautiful .
