Raving Thoughts

Mind running, overthinking again

Wondering, is this gonna end?

I'm so in love, but I don't know how

To stop all these raving thoughts right now

Every word you say, I replay too much

Looking for the cracks in every touch

And I wish I could believe

That you're really here for me

But my fears speak loud at night

Telling me I'm not quite right

Can you hold me through the chaos in my head?

Tell me it's okay when I forget what you said

I'm fighting shadows that you can't see

But I swear, it's not you—it's me

So if I push, just pull me close

These raving thoughts hurt the most

I try to breathe, but the air gets thin

Doubt creeps in like it's always been

You’re steady, calm, and I’m a storm

Afraid you’ll leave once you see my form

But you stay, and it breaks me down

How can you love what I can’t figure out?

And I know you’re not to blame

Still, I freeze when you say my name

Wishing I could just be free

From the voice that lies to me

Can you hold me through the chaos in my head?

Tell me it's okay when I forget what you said

I'm fighting shadows that you can't see

But I swear, it's not you—it's me

So if I push, just pull me close

These raving thoughts hurt the most

If I could quiet down my mind

Would you still be there in time?

I’m trying, I swear I’m trying

To stop myself from hiding

So hold me through the chaos in my head

Even when I forget what you said

I'm drowning in waves I can't outrun

But your love feels like the sun

And if I fall apart tonight

Just remind me I’ll be alright

Mind running, overthinking again

But maybe, this is not the end