[Verse 1]
I think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
I'm coming down with a fever
Thinking about the glint you had in your eyes
When you smiled
When you smiled
When you smiled
When you smiled
[Verse 2]
Can't forget the way you held me
Underneath the shade of the balcony
Was it really that easy
To just move on and forget about me
It's really just not fair
You're caught up in love
And I can't catch up
Miss the waves of your hair
[Bridge]
And I cry
Thinking about the glint you had in your eyes
When you smiled
When you smiled
When you smiled
When you smiled
[Chorus]
Are you happier without me
Because I'm lost to time
I lost what's mine
Am I stuck being sappy?
Just away for the night
We fell out of the perfect line
[Verse 3]
Do you love me?
Do you want me or not?
I do, I do
But you keep making excuses
And it's running back and forth in my mind
Do you like it
Like it
When I feel useless?
[Verse 4]
Because I don't think I can stand another night
Of lying alone
And crying at home
With the hope that you'll come and save me
Where are you now?
This is so degrading
[Flutter]
And IiIiIi
And IIIIII
Dont think I'll ever find peace
Because why
Did I lose every piece of my sanity
When I lost
You
[Verse 5]
Or did I lose me?
Somewhere along this journey
Deep in my soul
You can tell that I'm hurting
Yet the only thing you say
Is "It'll be alright"
Yet I've lost my will to fight
A long time ago
And I don't have the strength to continue
Is it selfish?
That I wanna leave
That I wanna cross over
To whatever lies
Somewhere beyond the distant clouds
Will we fly?
When the final time comes
I am
Holding on for the life of me
Cause
I can't kiss a memory
But
I don't think my effort is being
Recognized
Every time I hear the words
"It's not enough"
I get
Hypnotized
I don't wanna be the source of your problems
But
I can't take all the lies
Like the ocean meets the beach
I'm close to cutting ties
With the part of me that's still holding on
[Bridge 2]
Just set me free
Will I ever be enough?
Just let me be
Because I'm so tired and fed up
Of giving more
And never feeling like it's coming back around
Oh what can I explore
When I've seen what pain can come next
I feel like falling and kissing the ground
[Chorus]
Because I can't breathe
Every moment of my life feels like a
Movie scene
Except I don't think that mine will have
A happy ending
[Verse 6]
How do I
Still see your eyes
And fall in love all over again
Guess fate planned my demise
You're drippin venom like an IV and I'm
Paralyzed
Oh I don't think that I'll ever learn to cope
You keep sayin to keep going but
I'm too far from home
Too far from hope
It's easy for you to say
You've already made it through
But I don't think I can make it another day
Without you
Or me?
I lost me
I'm lost to time
[Piano]