[Verse 1]
I still set two plates out
Out of habit, out of spite
Your coat hangs by the door
Like a ghost that knows my name
I read your last text again
Till the words turn into smoke
Then I press my face to glass
Watch the water make a veil
[Pre-Chorus]
If I call, I fall
If I stay, I break
My hands know your shape
Even now, even now
I keep your silence close
Like a blade inside my sleeve
Tell me how to leave
When you live in me?
[Chorus]
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I try to let you go
But you don't let go
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I'm half in your shadow
Half out the door
[Verse 2]
I cut the air with your name
Still it circles back to me
Every corner of this room
Has a bruise where you once stood
I hear your laugh in the pipes
In the sink and in the walls
I swear the whole house leans
When I say I miss you
[Pre-Chorus]
If I call, I fall
If I stay, I break
My hands know your shape
Even now, even now
I keep your silence close
Like a blade inside my sleeve
Tell me how to leave
When you live in me?
[Chorus]
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I try to let you go
But you don't let go
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I'm half in your shadow
Half out the door
[Bridge]
Take your name off my tongue
Take your pulse off my skin
I am tired of the war
That you leave me in
If I love you, I lose
If I lose you, I bleed
So I hold and I shake
Till the dark gets through me
[Final Chorus]
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I try to let you go
But you don't let go
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I'm half in your shadow
Half out the door
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I close my eyes and leave
(leave) (leave) without you
Rain on my hands
Rain on my hands
I'm still in the weather
Of what we were