[Bridge] [Intro] [Pre-Intro] [Verse] I am in the hunting phase looking for a place where I can bring grace at a fast pace my lifestyle requires me to work a full time job but am outta luck and getting no response yuck my life's a shambles I shouldn't have made the mistakes I made or I would still be getting paid my life's laid out I am stressed out and wondering how I am going to feed and support my family. [Verse] I need to get into the swing and get access to the brain so I can prevent anymore pain I know I am disgraced this comes at a fast pace I just need space to configure my emotions so I can get myself rolling with the motions I need to get employed or am going to the end up on the streets or even into the weakest version of myself this isn't a question I need this to come forward so I can move towards the brighter days. [Verse] I feel worthless and I am absolutely useless I can't get used to this as I am laying in my own stupid shit I need to switch up the script so I can write the scroll but being unemployed has taken its toll on me i am just FUCKING stupid I have had many wonderful opportunities but I keep blowing them I keep jumping for new intentions this is my minds invention. [Verse] I can't blame my head because truth be said it is actually me making the mistakes and not actually making the break that will refine me I feel divine but am stuck in the grape vine feeling trapped and looking towards this crap that's landed on my lap I just need to snap out this cycle to start mapping out my lifestyle. [Verse] My working life has been wonderful and I hate that I have lost so many opportunities that have been handed to me because I can't seem to stay straight I always look to break away and fall under the spell of the necromancer and when I am asked I have no awnser BECAUSE I am just prancing through life thinking everything will be alright but when situations arise my fists get tight and I start to get spiteful and delightful this is an insight to my life when it comes to holding down a job. [Verse] I rely on the ones around me am obsessed with things being handed to me I blame the up bringing for this one G every time I lost the key I always had someone to save me now am going solo and fucking things up which isn't applaudable I am just waddleing through life focusing on my life in the wrong way cos I say to myself there will always be someone to help me. [Verse] Well look at me now sitting sparked out through my one fucking stupidity am breaking inside and no one can see and I try to explain but i am just so vein I wish I could step up and stop FUCKING UP my life is crammed and rammed with emails in my spam aiming to succeed in the employment relm but my CV isn't great I don't look reliable and employer's will see that and sign me out. [Verse] Why did I let this subdue me Why did this happen to me Ohh I see cos a fucking failure I am fucking idiot I need to buck up and stop Fucking up. [Outro] [Drums] [Bridge]

Disgraced