Falling

Im falling……

I hear my angels calling…..

But im stallin……i see the light but im bawling….

The outer noise is corning me in…..

Trapped inside feeling all my sins….

I feel it crawling down my skin…….

Dripping down to my next of kin……

Oh why….?

Oh why…..do I see the stars falling from the sky?

Oh why…?

Oh why…..can I see through the darkness with my eyes?

I want this heaviness to die…….

Patch it up like catcher in the rye….

Fix it up like a tie………

Remove it all and feel light as if I can fly…but for now I am still…..

Fallin fallin fallin……(please pick me up)

Fallin fallin fallin……(fill up my cup)

Fallin fallin fallin……(Where will i go?)

Fallin fallin fallin……(To a place unknown)

Im losing my grip im at the end…..

I ponder if grief will curve and bend….

Fallin fallin fallin……(please pick me up)

Fallin fallin fallin……(fill up my cup)

Fallin fallin fallin……(Where will i go?)

Fallin fallin fallin……(To a place unknown)

Im scared that i will lose control……

But ill pick myself up and lift and roll…..

Dont wanna succumb to the deep abyss…..

Its been a while since i had a true loves kiss…..

I want bliss………

But it seems im too late….i admit i miss (it)

Dont wanna overwhelm your mind……

Because with mine it whines and whines……

But thats fine……….

The complexity is a gem that shines…….

I keep falling…..

I hear upstairs calling….

Tryna suck me in……..

But I pull back and ground myself throw the control in a bin……

Why keep fallin?

Why are they calling?

Do they have a message for me?

Tell me know im on my knees crawling (to the light)

Is it destiny?

Or is it just me?

Fill me up….and tell me whats up or ill keep……

Fallin fallin fallin……(please pick me up)

Fallin fallin fallin……(fill up my cup)

Fallin fallin fallin……(Where will i go?)

Fallin fallin fallin……(To a place unknown)

Im losing my grip im at the end…..

I ponder if grief will curve and bend….

Fallin fallin fallin……(please pick me up)

Fallin fallin fallin……(fill up my cup)

Fallin fallin fallin……(Where will i go?)

Fallin fallin fallin……(To a place unknown)

Falling……..(wheres the end to it?)

Falling…….(let me go and sit)

Falling…..(when will it stop?)

Falling……(until it reach the top)

Grand my hand so i can stop….falling.