[Verse 1]
You only call when you guilty
Say you love me
Then you dip
Real quickly
Got your last name on my mail still
Got my pain packed in your backseat
Chilled
Mama said you got his temper
Same slam door
Same cold dinner
I keep waiting on a soft word
All I get is "you too much
" that hurt
[Chorus]
I got used to being left on read
Sleepin' on a half‑cold bed
Lovin' people that just love to leave
Chasin' what they take from me
I keep tryna turn this mess to grace
Cover all the cracks with faith
But every hug just feels like proof
I was never really safe with you (with you)
[Verse 2]
You say "family over everything"
But you cut me out the photo
Clean
Smile big at every holiday
Then talk slick on my name when I walk away
I learned silence from my father
Learned to beg from baby sister
Now I’m grown and tryna unlearn
Why I crave the hands that burned
[Chorus]
I got used to being left on read
Sleepin' on a half‑cold bed
Lovin' people that just love to leave
Chasin' what they take from me
I keep tryna turn this mess to grace
Cover all the cracks with faith
But every hug just feels like proof
I was never really safe with you (no, never)
[Bridge]
I’m the one that stays
Right?
Even when it drains my light (my light)
Call it love
But it's a long fight
Shadowboxing you at midnight
So I put your name in a grave in my phone
Light a little sage for the girl I outgrown
If love means I gotta lose myself too
Then I’d rather walk alone than die with you (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m done being someone left on read
I deserve a full‑warm bed
Give my heart to those who choose to keep
Not the ones who always leave
I’m still tryna turn this mess to grace
Let these tears run off my face
But every step is proof it’s true
I was always more than what you knew (what you knew)