Verse 1 (male vocals and Female vocals)
A party night, a nervous little laugh.
You stood there, shimmering, a vision in the light,
Scared of the music, clung to me so tight.
That first hello, a spark in the crowded room. I loved her and treated her like my own child.
(Verse 2) (Male vocals)
Blue flashing lights, a roadside stop,
" Family Outing," I told him, hoping he would drop
The questions, the glare, the invasive beam, That flashlight in your eyes, I couldn't bear.
Fuckin' Pissed and helpless,
Wishin' I could shield you, hold you ever so tight. Me, Mommy and Uncle "is my family" and "I love you" those word fuckin' hunts me in the dark shadow nights. I saw Mama posted a picture of you, all grown up now with your big smile that break's this fucked up man
(Chorus) (Female)
mall trips and laughter, in forgotten times. Lego store, her eyes a shining,
Walmart toy aisles, Niagara Zoo, arcade lights in her hair with a big teddybear,
her first birthday party, a joy we used to share.
(Verse 3) (Male vocals and female vocals mix)
Chuck E. Cheese screams, a March break delight,
Denny's pancakes, in the morning light.
Boston Pizza at night, stories we'd shared
Me and your mama kissed
"No kissing my mommy!" you said, a tiny, jealous, bossy sound,
Those memories echo, where happiness was found.
Now just cold silence, where laughter
Christmas at Mom's,
Her tiny hand in mine, banishing all fear.
(Bridge) (male vocals)
Hospital's white walls, police outside my room, Fuckin' Cuffed away. Mama says the only way they say that will help me forget and erase your gentle face. Mama wanted you to forget, and it looks like she did succeed.
BPD, a dark and twisted shade,
The laughter's replaced with someone else better. i know im hurting you're Mama still watches me and listen to these songs hoping she will come back. It looks like goodbye is there and I'll never see you again because that plan is near.
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