Remember when didn’t wanna go to sleep
Was so hard to keep my eyes closed
All I thought about was my presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
The weeks before Christmas
We hang up our favorite Christmas lights
We had the singing lights that sang
Wish you merry Christmas through the night
When I got to middle school the joy
Went away
Went away
Something was hurting me inside
Couldn’t find the joy anymore
This time of the year all i think about is
The families who are broken apart
Or a love one who is gone for good
That isn’t coming back
Could been my parents separation
Could been loosing a friend at young age
The joy of Christmas isn’t all there anymore
Thinking about the families who are apart
The ones who are gone for good
Time of year i reflect on the ones I’ve
Lost for good
Mhmm for good
Try to give my kids the best Christmas
While half my heart reflecting on
The ones that are gone
Holidays always been the hardest for me
They smiles makes it a little brighter
Where is the joy
Where is the joy
Christmas don’t feel the same anymore
The time of gifting and receiving
All I can think about the families
That are apart
Or the ones who aren’t coming back
Where is the joy
Where is the joy
Missing all the friends and family I’ve lost
Feeling the pain of others
Knowing nothing I can do
Wishing I could give the world
My deepest condolences
This time of the year I reflect on the ones
Who’s Christmas will never be the same
Just pray Jesus touches everyone heart
Especially this time of the year
When it can feel so empty
Wishing
Wishing
I could give the world
My deepest condolences
Mhmm where is the joy
