Where is the joy

Remember when didn’t wanna go to sleep

Was so hard to keep my eyes closed

All I thought about was my presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

The weeks before Christmas

We hang up our favorite Christmas lights

We had the singing lights that sang

Wish you merry Christmas through the night

When I got to middle school the joy

Went away

Went away

Something was hurting me inside

Couldn’t find the joy anymore

This time of the year all i think about is

The families who are broken apart

Or a love one who is gone for good

That isn’t coming back

Could been my parents separation

Could been loosing a friend at young age

The joy of Christmas isn’t all there anymore

Thinking about the families who are apart

The ones who are gone for good

Time of year i reflect on the ones I’ve

Lost for good

Mhmm for good

Try to give my kids the best Christmas

While half my heart reflecting on

The ones that are gone

Holidays always been the hardest for me

They smiles makes it a little brighter

Where is the joy

Where is the joy

Christmas don’t feel the same anymore

The time of gifting and receiving

All I can think about the families

That are apart

Or the ones who aren’t coming back

Where is the joy

Where is the joy

Missing all the friends and family I’ve lost

Feeling the pain of others

Knowing nothing I can do

Wishing I could give the world

My deepest condolences

This time of the year I reflect on the ones

Who’s Christmas will never be the same

Just pray Jesus touches everyone heart

Especially this time of the year

When it can feel so empty

Wishing

Wishing

I could give the world

My deepest condolences

Mhmm where is the joy