50/50

Just the other day drove back to my hometown

Didn’t let anyone know I was in town

Park my truck in the field where my childhood home use to be

Turn the lights off in the truck put the windows down to let in the country air and closed my eyes

Thought about all the memories the good and the bad

Reasons why I pack up and left town now I’m 50 50 wanting to come back

It was once a house full of love and full of laughter and every emotion you could think of

While my eyes were closed picture me being a young kid again telling myself I had nothing but now i realize i had it all

Was so eager to pack my bags and leave

Now I realize home will never leave me

Driving back to the city every time I get halfway my heart tells me to go back

I keep driving forwards but the memories get stronger

Mhm home home how i miss you

Mhm home home how i miss you

The way the sun shine over the mountain

The way people smile when they see you when your not trying to be seen

Mhm home home how I miss you

Never forget where I come from

Even the times it didn’t love me

Didn’t realize it was making me into a better man

Thought bout the things i didn’t have now i am gone I realize how home will never leave me