Do you think of me?

Your footsteps still live in the hallway

Like the house remembers you

I keep the windows open at night

Even when the air turns blue

The piano plays in fragments

Like it’s breaking with my thoughts

And every room feels unfamiliar

Since the night you got lost

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I tell myself I’m over it

Then your name slips through again

Like smoke I can’t hold in my hands

Like a cut beneath my skin

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Do you think of me

When the room goes quiet?

Do you still lose sleep

Trying not to fight it?

Do you hear my voice

Underneath the noise?

Or did you learn to live

Like I was never there at all?

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I still know the shape of your silence

The way you looked away when you lied

And I hate that I remember details

I should’ve buried alive

Your shadow moves through every stranger

Every song, every street

And no matter who is next to me

They disappear when you breathe

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Maybe I loved you too deeply

Maybe you loved being adored

Maybe we were just two people

Trying to turn pain into more

And I still replay your goodbye

Like changing it could change the end

But the past keeps pulling me under

Again and again and again

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Do you think of me

When you can’t stop shaking?

Do you still reach out

Before realizing?

Do you miss my voice

Wrapped around your mind?

Or was I just another night

You left behind?

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Tell me you remember…

even a little.