[Intro - near a cappella, piano]
You looked at me
And thought you knew
Funny what a little distance
Lets you do
[Verse 1 - sparse piano]
You call me strong like strength is all I know
Like nothing ever reaches underneath
You see me standing, never see me bow
Or what it costs to stay here on my feet
You call me stubborn when I hold my ground
You call me guarded when I lock the door
You know the armor by its shape and sound
But never ask me what I wear it for
[Pre-Chorus - strings rise]
You’ve counted every scar you can see
And built a whole damn story out of me
But there are rooms you’ve never walked through
Whole oceans you never even knew
[Chorus - full band, soaring]
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
There’s an ocean underneath
Everything you named in me
I’m the shield and I’m the skin
I’m the war and I’m the peace
You can know the shape I’m in
And still not know the whole of me
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
[Verse 2 - low pulse]
You see the shield, but never what it guards
The tender things I couldn’t let them take
You know the history written in my scars
Not every choice I still have left to make
You see me carry all I can
And think because I can, I never tire
But you never ask me who I am
I’m the dreamer underneath the fire
[Pre-Chorus - harmonies]
You’ve counted every scar you can see
And built a whole damn story out of me
But there are rooms you’ve never walked through
Whole oceans you never even knew
[Chorus - heavier]
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
There’s an ocean underneath
Everything you named in me
I’m the shield and I’m the skin
I’m the war and I’m the peace
You can know the shape I’m in
And still not know the whole of me
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
[Verse 3 - stripped, exposed]
I spent too long explaining every page
As though your understanding made it true
I’ve finally stepped outside the cage
Of who you needed me to be for you
I know the woman underneath these scars
I know the dreams that somehow still survived
I’ve learned I don’t need someone else’s eyes
To tell me who I am or what’s inside
[Bridge - piano/voice, rising]
There are doors I haven’t opened yet
There are roads where I have never been
There are parts of me I haven’t met
There are worlds I haven’t wandered in
I don’t need to know where they all lead
I don’t need the ending written down
There is still so much of me to read
And I’m finally unafraid to find it now
[Final Chorus - stacked harmonies]
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
There’s an ocean underneath
Everything you named in me
I’m the shield and I’m the skin
I’m the fire and what survives
And I’m learning where I begin
Beyond the shape of others’ eyes
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
And I’m still becoming me
[Outro - intimate]
I’m not what you think
I’m more than what you see
And somewhere past tomorrow
There’s still more of me to meet
[whispered]
I’m still becoming me.