Fall in love to easily

I fall in love too easily,
Not just for any guy there’s only one that caught my eyes
It’s been two years since we have talked so many memories that have been forgotten. 
The sad part of this story is that I cant hold you in my arms and take the pain away. 
Why do we have to suffer and go through all this trauma? 
They tell me to be patient and have time and other’s say to go find someone else because there’s plenty of fish in the sea, but you’re the only one that’s meant for me. 
I can’t just stop loving you. 
I can’t just have someone else. 
It might be easy for other people to let go and go on and do other things 
But for me I see it differently. 
I can’t fight this pain that I have. 
I wish I could hold back these feelings that I have. 
I wish you would just let me back into your memories as my memories fade. 
My love will always be true
 no matter how many years I have to wait.
 I’ll do that just for you 
I’ll do my best to show you that I love you most of all.
Time heals all wounds and love will always come to those who wait 
My way through this journey without you by my side my heart feels so small.
I can only imagine what it must feel like to have you here in this world right now 
But I can only see you in a small picture 
A piece of me has broken down and you can’t replace the part that I need 
I have left you in the back of my mind a memory that will make me cry just thinking about it.
Struggling to keep my head above water with my chest beating and skipping a beat 
I think of you every time I go through my pictures 
Wishing you was there beside me 
Why is it so difficult for me to get through to you?
When can I get back that feeling 
Or is it late?

Blues soul rap female vocals