Wishing you was still here

Looking back on the years 
wishing that you was still  here
My tears fall like rain 
But I don’t feel no pain
My heart aches and my mind feels restless 
I keep on thinking about giving up on everything but your words hunts my soul 
My tears are heavy and my mind is racing 
I just want this pain inside to stop 
but I can’t hold back my thoughts 
My throat gets heavy when I try to speak 
But the words won’t come out of me
I just keep on going on
I’ll hold my head up high 
And keep on wondering what it would be like if you was still here
I just wanna hear you say my name and tell me it’s okay and that you will always love me in the end.

blues, soul, r&b female vocals