Parts of my life

On this journey of mine.

I've come to find.

people some real some fake.

Theres the ones that actually like you.

Then there’s ones who wanna be just like you.

so they hate.

You when they can't match the energy.

or fit the part.

spending my Venom using Venmo,

every day tryna kickstart my heart.

Never been in this situation,

where they had my hands behind my back, face down on the pavement.

that’s what it was like in my last relationnnShhip.

Shaved days, weeks, months off of my entire existence.

and it be like that.

your knowledge, every day steadily increasing.

shooting stars season.

there’s a reason why I do it.

there’s a method to the madness.

discovered from lots of practice.

Self discipline & action.

Which resulted in many lonely pale moon nights always getting to know,

your spiritual connection.

tighten up under a full moon light.

Duke chases shadows from the bats above.

Every time I react, yeah I feel like a thug.

How I've been lately, guess on them drugs.

Nah I just need a hug.

Now it got you mean mugging,

I feel betrayed abandon.

now I'm trying to wrap my heart up like a gift to steal it back before too late.

The Devil decides with his device.

gets devised for the deficit arisen.

Where art thou hidden.

the devastation being complacent.

how it saturated.

the ambient environment evaporated.

these motha fuckas think I’m just exaggerating and it lead to me getting real agitated.

It’s hard to explain, I’m going insane.

Who’s to blame? I guess it’s meeeeeee!

I just wanna enjoy my time.

with this corona and lime.

kickback, unwind and unbind from the days restraints, loaded gun with problems pointed at your faceeee.

I know a smith, don’t come without the Weson.

I know a fire, don’t come without a fighter.

I know the slide, don’t come with out the walk.

I know a conversation don’t come with out the talk.

I know them signs don’t come without the work.

When it comes to my kids, I cherish every single moment, if I didn’t it would hurt and there’s not a single baddie smirk that could ever divert me from mother earth.