Intro]
(Sound of heavy rain. The prison phone beep cuts through the dark)
“This is a collect call from…”
(You hit 'Decline'. Loud digital beep. The beat comes in—heavy bass, slow, dragging, dark)
Fuck your phone call.
I'm literally sitting in the corner of my room right now, staring out this window.
It’s pouring outside, and I’m just... I'm losing my fucking mind. Verse 1]
We were just screaming at each other through the static on the line,
I’m calling you out on your bullshit, you talking 'bout your time.
And then you just drop it on me. Like it’s nothing.
“She had my baby.”
Man, my fucking chest collapsed. I couldn't even breathe.
The operator is cutting in, telling me I got one minute left,
And my whole entire life is crashing and I’m losing my breath.
Like, how the fuck did I not know? How was I this fucking blind?
I was completely stupid, out of my mind.
I’m the one putting money on your books, making sure you eat,
While you giving some next bitch a baby and lying through your teeth?
Then the line just cuts off. Done.
And I’m just left here in the dark.
[Hook] (Dialogue & Action)
You were screaming, “Bae, wait, it was a mistake, let me explain!”
And I’m just staring out this window at the pouring-ass rain.
Pressing the phone to my ear, shaking, feeling sick to my stomach.
You like, “I love you, don’t hang up, please!”
And I just hit the red button. Fuck you.
Slide down the wall, sitting on this cold-ass floor.
Because the man I thought I loved? He doesn't even fucking exist.
(Loud dial tone cuts back in)
Dark heart...
Rain hitting the glass.
You really let a side bitch ruin everything we had. had.
[Verse 2]
(Beat gets heavier, your tone gets angrier)
So now I’m just rocking back and forth, staring at the wall.
Trying to map out the timeline. Like, when did this even happen?
How could you do me like this? I was the only one who had your back!
When everybody else left you to rot, I was the one keeping track!
Like, do you love her more than me? Is that why you gave her a kid?
Did you give her all your warmth while I’m out here holding down your bids?
Is this the little family you’re leaving me for? This random-ass life?
You made her a mother, but you were telling me I’m your wife.
You are a fraud. The whole thing was a lie.
Every single jail letter you wrote me is going in the trash. Fuck your replies.
You’re behind a brick wall, but you built a prison for me,
And I’m sitting here looking like a fool trying to figure out what I didn't see.
[Verse 3]
But you know what? The rain is slowing down, and I’m snapping out of it.
Wiping my face, because that is the last fucking tear you get.
You don’t miss me. You miss having a stupid bitch who held you down.
The one who took your calls and saved your spot in the town.
You wanted a family with her? Word? Go ahead and live in that.
Watch how fast I bounce back and run up this bag.
Every fake friend who knew, every hoe you were texting on the side,
I’m stepping on necks now. I got zero pride.
I’m standing ten feet taller than the girl crying on the floor,
'Cause you’re stuck in a cell, and I’m locking my door.
[Outro]
Keep your prepaid minutes. Blocked.
Save your little letters, too. They're getting burned.
The girl who gave a fuck about you died on that phone line.
My heart is completely cold now. Good luck with your new life.
You wanted a family? I hope she gives you everything you deserve.
Dark heart.
Stay behind that wall.
Don’t ever try to call me again.
(Sound of a phone being thrown against a wall / The automated voice says: “Call disconnected.” Beat stops instantly)