Waiting for death

Silent screams beneath the ground

Shadows whisper, not a sound

Trying to escape this pain

But it’s like I’m caught in rain

Every step I take, feels like I’m in mud

Wishing I could change, but I don’t know if I should

Facing the mirror, scared of what I see

A stranger staring back, nobody knows me

Tucked away my pain, it’s a silent cry

Drowning in the dark, I just want to die

Feeling so lost, trapped inside my mind

Hoping for a way out, but I can’t find

Fade into black, the light's too far

Lost in the dark, strangled by scars

Maybe someday I’ll find my spark

Until then, I remain in the dark

I just wanna get away, break free from this pain

No matter what I do or say, is it all in vain?

This world’s fucking tainted, I can’t catch my breath

Want it to end, I’m just waiting for death

Scream in the void, pray for the dawn

Fading memories, all hope gone

Is there a way to restart, to shed this skin?

Or am I doomed to dwell within?

Inside I scream, but no one hears

Building walls to hide my fears

Skin shows the surface, but underneath’s a war

Searching for meaning, what am I living for?

I just wanna get away, break free from this pain

No matter what I do or say, is it all in vain?

This world’s fucking tainted, I can’t catch my breath

Want it to end, I’m just waiting for death

Faint flicker of hope, slipping away

Caught in this nightmare, can't find my way

Trying to break free, but I feel so lost

Counting on a hope that comes with a cost

Eyes glowing in the night, silent and cold

Demons lurking, stories untold

Every step I take, a battle inside

Searching for light, nowhere to hide

I just wanna get away, break free from this pain

No matter what I do or say, is it all in vain?

This world’s fucking tainted, I can’t catch my breath

Want it to end, I’m just waiting for death

Maybe someday I’ll escape this hell

Until then, I’m stuck in this spell

Fighting the darkness, trying to survive

Hoping one day I’ll feel alive