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You said "forever" like a throwaway line

Left your hoodie

Left your chaos

All your friends still watching my stories

Like they’re waiting on a car crash

I delete your name

It pops up again

In a meme

In a song

In a deadline

Whole damn planet keeps reminding me

You were here

Then you flatlined

I’m done being nice about it

You’re the match

I’m the ground soaked in flames

Burning up the past

Yeah I’m proud of it

You made this rage

Now remember my name

I’m mad at you

I’m mad at everything

This whole stupid world gets to feel that sting

You broke my heart

Now I swing

I swing

Gasoline on everything

Clock hits noon

Still tired as hell

Scroll through headlines

It’s all bad

People fake-smile in their selfies

I just see red in the background

Your new fling tries to look unbothered

Same old pose

Same dull caption

I hope my laugh lives in your head

Like a glitch you can’t stop crashing

Tell me

Are you sleeping?

Do you hear me screaming your excuses back at you? (back at you)

Tell me

Is it freeing

Knowing every mess you made is finally catching up too?

I’m not your lesson

I’m not your saint

I’m every word

You said in vain

If the world wants war

Then I’m all in

All this hurt

Yeah

That’s my skin

If you want peace

Better start again

‘Cause I’m not going back