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Lyrics
[Intro — Low Strings / Machinery / Whispered]
Hands around its throat
inside my head.
I hear it breathing
everything I never said.
I try to kill it,
but it won’t stay dead—
every time I bury it,
it claws back instead.
I keep saying I’m alive
like saying it enough
might make it true.
[Verse 1 — Rap Metal]
Her hands on herself in the passenger seat,
scratching her thighs, dragging nails through the heat.
Skirt riding higher, she never wants to hide,
eyes locked on me like she’s daring the ride.
Fast car with the dash lit red,
hundred and twenty with a war in my head.
Every bad choice got a beautiful face,
and every good thing gets left in my wake.
I’ve been chasing that spark
just to feel something bite.
kiss like a blessing, fuck like a curse.
Heart full of static, Dick full of dredd
every promise I make turns into a joke.
[Pre-Chorus — Clean, Tense]
There’s a hole in my chest
with a mouth and a name.
I keep feeding it pleasure,
I keep calling it pain.
And every time it takes me,
I come back wanting more—
with my hands on the wheel
and the devil at the door.
[Chorus — Huge / Orchestral Metal]
I love the monster
wearing my skin.
I love the hunger
that drags me back in.
I love the poison
without knowing the taste.
I love the way it turns
every touch into waste.
I’m dead behind the eyes,
but I’m burning underneath.
I don’t want salvation—
I LOVE THE MONSTER IN ME.
[Verse 2 — Industrial Groove]
Steel-toed rhythm, teeth like gears,
sirens in my bloodstream, gasoline tears.
Bathroom mirror says I’m looking rough,
I grin back at it like rough ain’t enough.
Another cheap hotel, another locked door,
her dress on the lamp, my blood on the floor.
She wants tenderness, I want impact,
two wrecked animals with our hands on the match.
I tell her, “Don’t love me.”
She says, “I never planned to.”
Then she bites my lip hard
like she knows what I am too.
We tear through the night till the sky turns gray,
leave half of ourselves in the bed where we lay.
No names, no future, no reason to stay—
just heat, bad faith, and a getaway.
[Pre-Chorus]
There’s a voice in my bones
that keeps saying, “Again.”
Not a prayer, not a need—
just a beautiful end.
And every time I swear
I’ve finally had enough,
the engine starts screaming
and I fall back in love.
[Chorus]
I love the monster
wearing my skin.
I love the hunger
that drags me back in.
I love the poison
without knowing the taste.
I love the way it turns
every touch into waste.
I’m dead behind the eyes,
but I’m burning underneath.
I don’t want salvation—
I LOVE THE MONSTER IN ME.
[Rap Breakdown — Fast / Aggressive]
I want speed.
I want skin.
I want one more reason
to never look within.
I want blood.
I want noise.
I want bad decisions
wearing perfume and poise.
I want fists.
I want chrome.
I want every road
that never take
Details
GeneratedJul 15, 2026
Duration4:08
LanguageEnglish
Style
Haunting male cleans: breathy, intimate verses, layered harmonies, gritty peaks, Industrial, horrorcore, horror rap
Credits
Prompt byHollowCrown
ModelAria v5.5
