Love Equation

I’m holdin’ all this love… but I ain’t holdin’ it tight
I ain’t chasin’ your heart… I’m choosin’ me tonight
Just ‘cause I love you… don’t mean you gon’ love me right
I see this shit clear now… I’m done with the fight
I gave you all of me… thought you’d match my energy
Now I’m sittin’ here like damn… what you really did to me
I was all in, no guard… let you get the best of me
Now I’m losin’ sleep at night… while you movin’ stress-free
You love-bomb my heart… then you switch up and dip
Got me lookin’ at myself like I’m trippin’ and shit
I kept reachin’ for you… you ain’t meet me halfway
Now I see you for real… I ain’t blind to it today
I’m holdin’ all this love… but I ain’t holdin’ it tight
I ain’t chasin’ your heart… I’m choosin’ me tonight
Just ‘cause I love you… don’t mean you gon’ love me right
I see this shit clear now… I’m done with the fight
You gave me all I could take… now you say you need space
Like how you flip on me now… after all that I gave
Had me all in, lovin’ the feelin’… gave you more than I should’ve gave
You gave me nothin’ but pressure… now I see it clear as day
Now I’m sittin’ here like damn… was it real or was it fake
Had me buildin’ somethin’ solid… just for you to walk away
Had me on my knees… talkin’ to God, I had to pray
Then I stood up like nah… I ain’t built to feel this way
Had me clutchin’ on my chest… like why you do me like that
When I gave you all my love… I ain’t hold nothin’ back
All you gave me was pain… I was givin’ you my best
Now I’m done with that shit… I ain’t settlin’ for less
Givin’ me that push-pull rotation…
that’s just your love equation.

Dark emotional hip hop, heavy beat, raw female rap vocal, hurt and attitude, heartbreak to self-worth