Homesick

Verse 1

(soft, intimate vocal — almost like a confession)

My mind knows we need time,

but my heart wants forever tonight.

It don’t care about timing,

it don’t care what’s not right.

It just wants your arms around me,

like the world can wait outside.

I keep trying to be patient,

but I’m tired of telling my heart to hide.

Pre-Chorus

(soft drums come in, deep bass underneath, electric guitar starts lightly in the background)

It’s the chemistry,

the way the room changes when you’re next to me.

The way I say I’m fine,

then melt when your hands get close to me.

I don’t wanna chase,

I don’t wanna beg,

I don’t wanna need you like this.

But when you pull me in,

I forget every reason

I was trying to resist.

Chorus

(soft start, then build emotionally here)

I wanna go home,

but home ain’t a place this time.

It’s the weight of your arms around me,

it’s your breathing next to mine.

I wanna go home,

back where my heart can rest.

With my head on your shoulder,

my hand on your chest.

(stronger vocal, more emotion, electric guitar comes in)

And every time I leave you,

I feel it in my bones.

I’m not just missing someone,

I’m trying to get back home.

Verse 2

(The vocal stays intimate, sensual, vulnerable — beat steady but not too heavy)

It’s your touch, your breath,

your weight, your chest,

that place where my head fits best.

I wanna crawl into the calm of you,

stay there, hide there, rest.

I wanna live in your arms for a minute,

then a minute turns into forever.

Tell the world I’m not ready to leave yet,

if you’re holding me, I don’t wanna get better.

My mind keeps saying, “wait now,”

but my heart don’t understand.

It keeps reaching for the future

like it’s already planned.

Chorus

(soft start again, then build bigger than first chorus)

I wanna go home,

but home ain’t a place this time.

It’s the weight of your arms around me,

it’s your breathing next to mine.

I wanna go home,

back where my heart can rest.

With my head on your shoulder,

my hand on your chest.

(stronger vocal, more emotion, electric guitar rises)

And every time I leave you,

I feel it in my bones.

I’m not just missing someone,

I’m trying to get back home.

Spoken-Rap Bridge

(spoken-rap, emotional R&B delivery, soft but intense, music pulls back slightly)

There’s a pull between us,

stretching through the space,

through the distance, through the waiting,

through the almost we can’t claim.

I pull back, you pull closer,

you pull back, I reach too.

We keep calling it impossible,

but still finding our way through.

Maybe it’s fate, maybe it’s fear,

maybe it’s God saying, “not yet.”

Maybe we’re learning how to love

without making promises we can’t protect.

Is this fate, is this fire,

is this love or just desire?

Are we healing, are we hiding,

are we waiting on the timing?

But this pull between us is heavy,

and somehow it still feels true.

I don’t know if we’re meant to hold on forever,

I just know I can’t quite break from you.

Final Chorus

(big emotional lift, powerful vocal, electric g