Started when we locked eyes
you pulled me in, and settled my cries.
your cheesy smile, your humble stance.
A shoulder to lean on, giving me a chance.
But I was shut down, my guards up
Soft spoken, was like a poor lost pup.
you were like my haven
When i was a crying ass raven
And you took me in you held me tight…so tight
Yea ohhh yea uhhhmm
Yea huhhh uhhhmmmm
Fucking tears running down my face
You opened up that dark space
And made it go away
All I wanted was for you to stay
Uhh huhhh ooohhh uhhhh hummm
Hmmm uhhh ummmm
Flashbacks, and sleepless nights
Feeling so scared I turned on the lights
Fast forward now you were here
New house, new cars within a year.
One day it got so real
I was hiding away, that wasn’t the deal
It happened again, more cries and teary eyes.
It was you..
It was you the whole fucking time.
Should I stay? Was it a crime?
I took it in, the hurt, the pain, the mental strain
I needed you. I felt alone. In the dark and afraid.
But you know….I was fucking betrayed!
Uhhh hmmmm ooohhh uhhh hmmmm
Hmmm uhhh ummmm
Fucking tears running down my face
You opened up that dark space
And made it go away
All I wanted was for you to stay
Uhhh hmmm ooohh uhhh hmmmm
Hmmm uhhh ummmm
What should we do now?
It’s fucking all over again
Time after time, pain and no gain
For me it’s traumatic memories
And you had your own theories.
One day I woke up and you weren’t there
It’s true, you didn’t fucking care.
You were in my life then damn near out
In complete despair.
Visits of no hugs no kisses just unspoken words
Still broken but I felt free like birds
I wasn’t strong…but I was ok
No holding back cos I’m out.
I’m gonna….fucking stray!
Uhhhh ooohhh hmmmm uhhh oooh hmmm
Yea ooohh hmmm ooohhhh hmmmm
Fucking tears running down my face
You opened up that dark space
And made it go away
All I wanted was for you to stay
Uhhh hmmm ooohh yea
Fucking tears running down my face
You opened up that dark space
And made it go away
All I wanted was for you to stay
Yea ooohhh ooohhh
Yea ooohh hmmm ooohhhh hmmmm
FlyJulz
