Find somebody

I’ve been trying to find somebody
Who can handle all my flaws
I get distant, I get reckless
When I’m fighting with my thoughts
Late nights talking to my demons
Pour another just to cope
I say I don’t need nobody
But I hate being alone

Pre-Chorus
I don’t mean to push you from me
It’s just all I’ve ever known
If you see me at my worst
Would you stay or would you go?

Hook (Chorus)
I’ve been looking for somebody
Who won’t leave when it gets hard
Who can hold me through the chaos
When I’m falling all apart
I know I can be a problem
I got scars I can’t erase
But if you really love me
Would you stay… would you stay?

Verse 2
I get scared when it gets real
Start to question everything
Why you love me, why you’re here
What you really see in me
I’ve been breaking what I’m building
Before it even gets too deep
‘Cause forever feels like something
That was never meant for me

Pre-Chorus
I don’t wanna lose you, baby
But I’m scared of letting in
If I show you all my darkness
Will you love me through my sins?

Hook (Chorus)
I’ve been looking for somebody
Who won’t leave when it gets hard
Who can hold me through the chaos
When I’m falling all apart
I know I can be a problem
I got scars I can’t erase
But if you really love me
Would you stay… would you stay?

Bridge
If I let you see me crying
On the nights I can’t pretend
If I told you I’m still healing
Would you stay here ‘til the end?
I don’t need you to be perfect
I just need you to be real
Someone strong enough to love me
Even when I’m hard to feel

Final Hook (Chorus – softer, emotional)
I’ve been looking for somebody
Who won’t run from who I am
Who can love me at my lowest
Try to understand me then
I know I can be a problem
But I’m learning every day
If you really, really love me
Promise me… you’ll stay

Edm drop, Edm bass, Edm heavy rythm, female