Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I’m parked by the wall again
In my black shirt, sweating through
You glide in like a curse
Leather boots and a mouth full of truth
My laugh stays in my throat
My hands stay in my sleeves
You look at me like I’m smoke
Like I’m something you can breathe
[Pre-Chorus]
One shot, two shot
I try to stand up straight
One more and maybe
I won’t flinch when you say my name
[Chorus]
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
I get brave when I’m sinking
(when I’m sinking)
You like the ghost in my grin
The one that only comes from sin
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
[Verse 2]
You wear your gloom like lace
I wear my shame like a joke
You smirk at my slow burn
And I choke on the smoke of hope
I’m soft in the daylight
I’m a bruise in a crowd
But you lean in real close
Like my silence turns you on loud
[Pre-Chorus]
One shot, two shot
The room goes soft and wide
One more and I’m a dare
In the back of your haunted mind
[Chorus]
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
I get brave when I’m sinking
(when I’m sinking)
You like the ghost in my grin
The one that only comes from sin
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
[Bridge]
If I sober up, I fold
Back into the chair
But when your nails hit my sleeve
I swear I’m almost there
So pour it slow
Let the dark come cheap
You like the way I bloom
When I can’t stay asleep
[Final Chorus]
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
I get brave when I’m sinking
(when I’m sinking)
You pull the monster out of me
Then call it chemistry
I get mean when I’m drinking
(when I’m drinking)
Details
GeneratedJun 30, 2026
Duration3:05
LanguageEnglish
Style
Ska punk with rock edge and emo-goth tension, fast offbeat guitar chops, driving bass, punchy snare, and a bright tempo that masks the ache. Verse rides tight and nervous; pre-chorus strips to bass and handclaps; chorus snaps into gang vocals and gangly horns. Gravelly lead vocal with doubled hook lines, shouted ad-libs, delay tails, and a grimy, bright-punchy mix with cellar-dark reverb., ska punk, rock, emo
Credits
Prompt byDuskoveranEmpire
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
rock, ska punk emo, goth woman attraction, shy overweight guy, introvert, drinking to be extroverted. Upbeat sound but dark lyrics.
