[Verse 1]
I used to run before dawn
Thirteen miles and gone
Bib on my chest, sweat in my eyes
Now my knees send bills in the mail
I used to surf till the dark
Salt in my hair, board in the car
Now I climb the stairs like a dare
And my back pops twice on the way
[Pre-Chorus]
I clock in, clock out
Then I stare at the screen
Thumbs on fire
Brain on repeat
[Chorus]
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
I keep on moving
But my body says, “first”
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
Too many hours
Too much phone, too much work
[Verse 2]
I drink like I’m twenty-two
Then I wake up wrecked and blue
Kale on Monday, pizza by noon
It all falls apart by Tuesday
The inbox keeps chewing my name
The little red dots start the game
I check one more, then another
And my pulse goes up for no reason
[Pre-Chorus]
I know that look
In the bathroom glass
Jaw locked tight
Hands on blast
[Chorus]
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
I keep on moving
But my body says, “first”
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
Too many hours
Too much phone, too much work
[Bridge]
I miss the guy in the race shirt
The one who thought he’d never burn
Now I sit with a loaded brain
And a heart that won’t slow down
Maybe I’m not done
Maybe I’m just bent
Maybe I need sleep
Maybe I need less
[Final Chorus]
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
I keep on moving
But my body says, “first”
I’m forty and I hurt
I’m forty and I hurt
Too many hours
Too much phone, too much work
I’m forty and I hurt
(yeah, I hurt)
I’m forty and I hurt
(oh, I hurt)
I’ll keep on moving
Till I learn how to rest