I love you Nina

The sun still rose that day

That day never to be so unforgiving

The wind blew icy cold through the open window

unforgiving as you lay so still

So silent

so peaceful

Your icy blue eyes shinning so brightly like the night sky had given you the stars

Your writtings on your wall

your silence echoing through my heart like the whole world had ended.

Three days and nights lost and alone

The stillness no sight nor sound of the beautiful girl you are

Your smiles lighting up everyones hearts

Your laughter your voice feel like lost sounds from so long ago

Emptiness fills my every heartbeat

my every breath my every step you’re here with me

I wanted you to wake up and i wanted to pick you up off the ground

I held you tight tighter than ever before

No heartbeat no sound just the silence and the writings on the wall.

you gone laying on the ground no whispers not a sound.

How can my heart still beat when a part of me has died

My baby girl you will be found

Maybe in autumn when the leaves turn golden brown and hit the ground

Or in the spring when the flowers bloom

Or under a starlite night or under the moon

My baby girl you go to sleep

Rest in peace now

Rest your wear troublesome head

You are loved and needed by do many if i told you i loved you and gave you a penny

Each time i said i loved you

You’d be a millionaire because it’s true

I love you.

My beautiful angel the silence is so loud

My dearest daughter where are you now

Watching over us from the other side

Our tears run like rivers and we can not hide

Our love and sorrow for you

My beautiful girl i need you.