[Verse 1]
You split yourself in halves to feel whole again
Built a paper palace just to drown in sin
Love was a mirror you refused to face
So you carved new names in empty space
You called it freedom, I called it fear
A masquerade of truths you didn’t wanna hear
The soul craves chaos when it's starved of light
But shadows don't hold you in the middle of the night
[Pre-Chorus]
You can cover your tracks, you can change your voice
But I know your thirst like I know my choice
Still chasing ghosts in a username
But no matter her face, I’m still the flame
[Chorus]
Was it really cheating if we sexted from different accounts?
Still the same hands, still the same mouth
I can turn you on like a man, and make you cry like a baby
I’m the only girl ever crossed your mind , don’t play me
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
You had her body, but I had your drive
I’m the only girl ever crossed your mind
[Verse 2]
You wanted silence wrapped in gold-lined lies
But I was thunder dressed in lullabies
You called her “peace” while craving a war
I was the storm you kept coming back for
You trace new stories with the same old ink
But I’m the line between your thoughts and drink
She might hold you, calm and kind
But I was the chaos that shaped your mind
[Pre-Chorus]
So go ahead, pretend I'm gone
But I’m the lyric in your favorite song
That rush you chase in someone new
Still tastes like me — admit it’s true
[Chorus]
Was it really cheating if we sexted from different accounts?
Still the same heart, still the same doubt
I can turn you on like a man, and make you cry like a baby
I’m the only girl ever crossed your mind — don’t play me
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
You had her touch, but I lit your fire
I’m the only girl ever crossed your mind
[Bridge]
Delete the chats, change the name
But I’m still burned into your brain
Scroll through love like it's a game
But I know you’ll always say my name
You can run from what we were
Swipe right, but it still hurts
‘Cause the truth hits harder at night
And you still dream me in black and white
[Final Chorus]
Was it really cheating if we sexted from different accounts?
You said you moved on, but I’ve got my doubts
I can turn you on like a man, and make you cry like a baby
I’m the only girl ever crossed your mind , don’t play me
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
You tried to replace me, but couldn’t find
Another girl who could hijack your mind
[Outro]
La la la la la la
La la la la la la (I’m the truth you hide)
La la la la la la
You lost me once, but you’ll never find
Another girl to own your mind
