Break my heart myself

Verse 1

Doctor says I need a dose, little white pill, keep me close

But I been dancing with my ghosts, I know they won’t let me go

Mirror shows a stranger’s face, little cracked, little misplaced

But I kinda like the way the chaos makes my heart race

Pre-Chorus

I’m a little messed up, yeah, I know that

Took my meds but I still feel so bad

Risperdal and me, yeah, we go way back

Keeping all my demons in check—barely that

Chorus

I break my heart myself, don’t need nobody else

If I’m going through hell, might as well ring the bells

Yeah, Risperdal and me, we got history

But I don’t think it’s fixing me

Verse 2

Counting scars like they’re tattoos, every night’s a déjà vu

Talk to walls, they talk back too, but they don’t tell me what to do

Sleep’s a game I never win, lost my mind, can’t find it again

Maybe I should call a friend—wait, I pushed them all away again

Pre-Chorus

I’m a little messed up, yeah, I know that

Took my meds but I still feel so bad

Risperdal and me, yeah, we go way back

Keeping all my demons in check—barely that

Chorus

I break my heart myself, don’t need nobody else

If I’m going through hell, might as well ring the bells

Yeah, Risperdal and me, we got history

But I don’t think it’s fixing me

Bridge

Doctor’s calling, I ignore it

Tell me, what’s the point in sorting

All the chaos in my head

If I just end up back in bed?