How do I

My pieces I gave to make you whole,

those pieces now have let my soul.

My soul that I have longed to know

seems lost from me, I'm left unknown.

Im not perfect, and i know that, i don't even try to be. So the best thing i could ever be.

I am who I am, imperfect but I'm free.

There are nights when silence feels louder,

and memories refuse to sleep.

I close my eyes to escape the past,

but it waits quietly inside my mind.

Morning comes with a fake smile again,

while my heart is still lost in the dark.

you can live inside a lie for a very long time if it

pays well enough,the house always wins until it burns down. How do I forget the past?

Erase it from my mind. I try to push the thoughts away. But they come back every time.

I wish you could come over, I wish I could sleep again, I wish I could see the sun behind the curtains.

The truth lies in black The truth lies in white

It does not lie in grey. i come to sit with you until the truth is revealed. from dust i came.

to dust i'll go. How do I move on from here?

I'm still stuck in the hurt. Im paralyzed inside my mind. I'm falling now backwards. Day in and day out, rain or shine, I write

for a voice in the back of my mind.

That makes no fucking sense. I'll read you like a book before we even speak.

I don't go silent to punish people. I go silent when I'm done explaining what should have been respected. But I dont want to hurt anyone or burn any bridges doing, or maybe some bridges need to just be burned. I've danced with the devil. Even called hell my home. so unless, you wanna burn bitch Best to leave me the fuck alone. we break what we love. we ruin what we need. we lose ourselves and you still come back for more.

you can live inside a lie for a very long time if it

pays well enough,the house always wins until it burns down. How do I forget the past?

Erase it from my mind. I try to push the thoughts away. But they come back every time.

I wish you could come over, I wish I could sleep again, I wish I could see the sun behind the curtains.

The truth lies in black The truth lies in white

It does not lie in grey. i come to sit with you until the truth is revealed. from dust i came.

to dust i'll go. How do I move on from here?

I'm still stuck in the hurt. Im paralyzed inside my mind. I'm falling now backwards. Day in and day out, rain or shine, I write

for a voice in the back of my mind.

That makes no fucking sense. I'll read you like a book before we even speak.

Some of the hardest moments in life are the Ones NO One ever sees. You wipe your own tears Take A deep breath, and Carry on because you don't know how to explain what you're feeling. GOT THE DEVIL SHAKING HIS HEAD, SAYING THIS Mother fucker REFUSES TO FOLD NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS.

The truth lies in black The truth lies in white

It does not lie in grey. i come to sit with you until the truth is revealed. from dust i came.

to dust i'll go.