How

How do I get up

When im stuck on the floor?

My parents didn't teach me love,

But I know how to divorce.

I drive a Ford,

But dreamin' drivin' a porche.

And I should probably get some help,

For all the things I ignore.

Feelin' better,

I been smokin',

If you heard me say "I'm sad",

I was jokin',

I miss my old man,

Fuck my old friends.

Okay, honestly I kinda miss,

My old friends, but fuck.

Got a lighter but no fire left,

Took a shot but still feel the stress.

Told myself I’d call my mom,

But I keep forgetting to text.

Maybe I just run too fast,

Tryna leave behind my past.

I say I'm fine, I say I'm good,

But you can see right through the act.