Take my confession

Commit sin and I wanna die…

Commit sin and I wonder why…

Commit sin and I wanna die

Commit sin and I wonder why

I talk about grace, then fall again

And look at myself like “who am I?”

Would they love me if I changed my ways?

If I bent my morals just to fit the plays?

Am I the problem? I’ve seen brighter days

Now I overthink what everybody says

Thinking maybe they’ll all walk away

If I don’t become what they want today

Maybe people would finally care

If I rapped ‘bout smoke in the air

Maybe people would finally listen

If I talked about drugs and bad decisions

Maybe streams would climb and numbers grow

If I lost myself for a better show

I said I’m in a different lane

And that was my decision

But why does different feel so lonely

When nobody’s paying attention?

I don’t need the attention

I don’t need the mentions

But I need some affection

Take my confession

I don’t need applause

But I need to feel seen

I say I don’t care

But what does that mean?

I plead my case

While I fight my pride

I don’t wanna change

But I hate this side

Take my confession

Maybe people would listen more

If I disrespected women for sport

Maybe I’d blow up overnight

If I let my conscience get distorted

Maybe if I swore in every line

Or flexed a life that isn’t mine

They’d say I’m hard, they’d say I’m real

But that’s not how I’m wired inside

I don’t need the spotlight glare

But silence makes me question where

I stand in all of this

Am I too clean to exist?

I don’t need the fame

But I need to matter

I don’t need the praise

But silence shatters

I don’t need approval

But I fear rejection

And that’s the part

I never mention

I don’t need the attention

I don’t need the mentions

But I need some affection

Take my confession

I’m trying to stay the same

While the world keeps shifting

If I lose myself for clout

What exactly am I winning?

I plead my case

But I won’t disguise

I’d rather be real

Than popular lies

Take my confession…