Had to start my new life
Had to let some people go
They ain’t never understand me
They ain’t never seen my soul
I ain’t never felt this pain before
Never sense my grandma left
I thank god that he let my find my soul
Searching for and found some things I didn’t know
I roll a blunt of something strong
Just tryna ease my stress
I know I’m always smiling but realistically imma a mess
Kitchen smells like burning shit what the fuck my grandma do
That’s a memory I can’t forget
But still wish I had remembered some of the shit I did forget way before we had the internet
That’s personal thoughts won’t get into that
Conversation for another day
Who go take this rain away
Searching for what I came I ain’t come to play
Had to start my new life had to let some people go
They ain’t understanding me
They ain’t never seen my soul