[Verse 1]
I remember when I flatlined
Eyes wide
But the room went dark
Every habit like a hand around my throat
Every bottle just a loaded spark
I was laughing at the warning signs
Daring every shadow
"take your shot"
Then the floor gave way beneath my pride
You were there when everything was not
[Chorus]
Thank God
You pulled me from the wreck I made
Thank God
You held me when the wildfire raged
I’m standing
I’m breathing
But I’m still in the fight
Thank God
Don’t leave me when it cuts at night
[Verse 2]
Yeah
I’m better but I still get haunted
Old ghosts scratching at the door
Some days I wanna burn it all
Some days I’m crawling on the floor
I keep saying that I’m over it
Then I stare into the same old flame
I’m a soldier with a shaking hand
Call my name while I aim
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] I’m not fixed
I’m just forgiven
Still a storm under this skin
Every scar
Every second
I need you here
Or I cave in
[whispered vocals] Stay
When my faith sounds fake
When my hands still shake
When I bend
Don’t break me
[crescendo] Tear out the fear in my veins
Stand in the fire with me
If I run
Drag me back again
Don’t let the dark make me believe
[Chorus]