Verse 1
Woke up with the weight of the world on my chest
Mirror screams truths I tried to suppress
Every thought like a blade in my head
I’m alive, but it feels like I’m already dead
Clock keeps ticking but I don’t feel time
Just the echo of fears crawling up my spine
I scream in silence, no one hears
I’m counting breaths, not years
Pre-Chorus
How long can a soul stay cracked but whole?
How much blood can a heart still hold?
Chorus
I DON’T KNOW HOW LONG I’VE GOT
DON’T KNOW IF I’LL SEE THE LIGHT
Every day feels like borrowed time
FIGHTING DEMONS EVERY NIGHT
I’M STILL HERE, BUT I’M LOSING GROUND
SCREAMING INTO THE VOID INSIDE
If this is all I get in this life
I’LL BURN UNTIL THE END OF TIME
Verse 2
Thoughts spiral down like a loaded gun
Every trigger pull says, “You’re done”
I wear a smile like armor and steel
But rust eats away at everything I feel
The past won’t die, the future won’t speak
Hope feels like something only the strong can keep
But weakness taught me how to survive
Still breathing—so I’m still alive
Pre-Chorus
If this pain is proof I feel
Then maybe the scars are real
Chorus
I DON’T KNOW HOW LONG I’VE GOT
DON’T KNOW IF I’LL SEE THE LIGHT
Every day feels like borrowed time
FIGHTING DEMONS EVERY NIGHT
I’M STILL HERE, BUT I’M LOSING GROUND
SCREAMING INTO THE VOID INSIDE
If this is all I get in this life
I’LL BURN UNTIL THE END OF TIME
Breakdown
ONE.
MORE.
BREATH.
I’m not done
I’m not gone
Even broken, I move on
Pain doesn’t get the final say
I’m still standing—I won’t fade
Bridge (clean → scream)
If I fall, let it be forward
If I break, let it be loud
I won’t disappear quietly
I’ll tear the dark out by its roots
Final Chorus
I DON’T KNOW HOW LONG I’VE GOT
BUT I’M NOT DONE FIGHTING YET
Every scar, every regret
IS A REASON I’M NOT DEAD
I’LL BLEED TRUTH INTO THE NIGHT
UNTIL MY VOICE IS GONE
I MAY NOT KNOW HOW LONG I’VE GOT
BUT THIS PAIN PROVES I BELONG
Outro
Still breathing
Still here
Counting breaths
Not years
