Note to self mix1 tk1

want peace so i won't believe in any of this mess,.. I want to leave without all my damn stress,.. my stress,..... even if it meeans meeting the end and meeting up with my death.. even if it means meeting death... death...Even if it means meeting death,death,death. It's my dream Till my very last breathe........ to have peace till the day of my death..... death... death....

I never meant to have any kids but when i did I loved in a way I didn't think exists but I understand till it was too many years to late.. late... now I wish I could take back time and clean the slate so I could show em how much they mean to me but it's just to late.. late.. late... I was just to young and a fuck up so I didn't try my best even though you were always in my chest but I should have stuck up and tried my best. My Best... best but I didn't try my Best.... best and i'm sorry... till the day of my death... death... death....