Regrets mix1

want peace so i won't believe in any of this mess,.. I want to leave without all my damn stress,.. my stress,..... even if it meeans meeting the end and meeting up with my death.. even if it means meeting death... death...Even if it means meeting death,death,death. It's my dream Till my very last breathe........ to have peace till the day of my death..... death... death....

I never meant to have any kids but when i did I loved in a way I didn't think exists but I didn't understand till it was too many years to late.. late.. now I wish I could take back time and so I can clean the slate.. but it just to late... to show them how much they mean to me. So it's just to late.. late.. late... it's my fault I was just to young and a fuck up so I didn't try my best even though you were always the best in my chest but I didn't even try my best. Best. Best.... and i'm sorry... till the day I get put to rest.. put to rest... rest...