I don’t want another
I just want the one to do little for me the way I like.
My life and affection is a certain way but understand I’m not trying to live you less. You’ve got the face and lips but I want the body and soul
Your effort towards us I know is limited as of now but I swear I can give you more to fix it.
I know I drive around with the light on puffing in fumes like a smoker but baby hang in there with me. We will make it out. I have all my glasses almost full and soon they will over flow I swear. I don’t want you waiting an eternity that’s why i grind so much.
U might not see the cash rolling in now but it will
I know you don’t see the work I do but I swear I am. I don’t want you thinking that I’m lying and cheating but the way things are I have to work whenever I can so that’s the only reason why I come home so late I promise.
I know you call and i seem to ignore your calls but it’s not because your not important but because I need to soak in the knowledge from the ones I’m busy speaking to so that’s I can be better for us to get where we want in life.
I want to give you all my time and all my effort but I’m struggling right now to do for myself
Doesn’t mean I want to leave
Doesn’t mean I want you to give up on me. I want the opposite.
I want you to believe in me and believe in us
We will get there I swear.
No matter what I need to do I will make sure the babies are taken care of and our bellies are full. I’m afraid to fail you so I work so hard to do what I need to do to succeed
So please baby understand
Please baby stay
Please baby be my peace and help me light the way
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