Dying World

Lost in the shadows of my mind, searching for a sign

Echoes of a broken past, dancing in the neon light

Days blur into years, shadows cast by my fears

Life's a harsh test I navigate, silent tears

Solace in my sins, a refuge I can't deny

Questioning my worth, wondering why

Narcissist or saint, which face should I wear?

Love myself too much, is that even fair?

Caught between hate and hope, a war inside

Trying to find peace, but peace seems to hide

Agony is all I feel, a life so unreal

Living on the edge of what is real

Caught in this brutal, tragic game

Who will love the broken me?

This world is fading, I feel the decay

Yet here I stand, I choose to stay

I hated war, yet war beckons me

God’s love surrounds, but I struggle to see

Confidence feels like arrogance, a line so thin

Living with my doubts, fighting within

No more lies, no more disguise

Accepting darkness, embracing my demise

This is life, a dying song I sing

In this chaos, maybe I’ll find my wings