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blood is thicker but the womb is drowning me

family ties aren’t as strong and they used to be

The hurt from you left my soul haunted

why am I not wanted?

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m never enough

And trying my best but you still give up on me

But you won’t leave me be

I fucking cried last night cause I missed you

there is pain you left but won’t admit to

With you around I couldn’t focus on myself

learned to love me like you couldn’t do yourself

But you should have known

so I didn’t have to be alone

Never meant to hurt you but I was

Forced to be orphaned on purpose

Don’t know how long it’s been since I last saw you

Still dealing with the shit that you put me through

Will I ever be enough?

Words that will bruise me till the day that I die

You wondered I slept with all of those guys

Why am I not okay?

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m never enough

And trying my best but you still give up on me

Why won’t you leave me be

I fucking cried last night cause I missed you

there is pain you left but won’t admit to

With you around I couldn’t focus on myself

learned to love me like you couldn’t do yourself

But you should have known

so I didn’t have to be alone

Never meant to hurt you but I was

Forced to be orphaned on purpose

You didn’t wonder if I was okay or if I was in pain

so instead of help all you gave me fucking shame

I hated who I became

and the girl I wanted back is gone for good

there’s a black hole where she once stood

so I ignore all the things I had

cause the good won’t out weigh the bad

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m never enough

And trying my best but you still give up on me

Please just leave me be

Never meant to hurt you but I was

Forced to be orphaned on purpose