Pain

I got pain that swallows me whole,

You have no idea how it feels at all,

I got the fear of being alone and no communication,

But I fear most of the dissatisfaction of my generation,

My heart has been shattered...broken into pieces,

As time goes on my happiness increases,

As life goes on we grow and we change,

But losing the people closest to you be feeling strange,

I got my friends back and always will,

But every time I help everything goes downhill,

I don’t know what I’m doing wrong,

I wish I felt like I belong,

I think I do have a confession,

I feel like I have depression,

As I grew up all I got was hate,

But I knew that all of it was just fate,

I’ve been pushed kicked and thrown around,

The saddest thing is I couldn’t even get off the ground,

Man so much pain is happening in the world,

All of our not so great conversations… I read word for word,

Damn all you wanna do is beat my ass,

All because I was just speaking facts,

No one treats me right...it’s not fair,

Even when they do it’s very rare,

I’ve always been the outsider and always will,

But man if I do anything wrong I won’t feel fulfilled ,

The people i surround myself with just treat me wrong,

Man... I wish we could all get along,

I still have pain that swallows me whole,

At this point...it’s gotten out of control,

People don’t care if I’m hurting or suffering,

And to be honest it’s not that comforting,

We all grow up and it’s kinda scary, But now that means I just have to be wary,

I was born and raised a fool,

Honestly I didn’t think family could be that cruel,

people are changing everyday,

but for me it feels like a replay,

Things are changing fast we know that,

Eventually I know I will surpass, I feel glad