Mmom

i was so close to saving you

but life picked up its gust of wind.

blew the deck right from our hands.

and i wonder of what couldve been, if i just got through; storms and rain.

the reality still remains.

its gone with the wind, so much left to explain.

and i wonder if im to blame.

someday we'll meet again.

but today is not that day.

Ill complain, waiting for the stars to show your spark.

heaven may have its doors locked.

but I won't stop till i see a glimpse of you.

a small window with the most beautifullest view.

I love you.

and I was so close to winning the demons you caged up.

i was so close to seeing who you were inside.

i was right there beside it all.

watching the battle take toll.

I love you.

no matter what we were put through.

we knew better then to leave.

and sometimes i question if i dismissed you, while you fought the strongest of breeze.

you make it look easy.

you made it on top.

inside gods forgotten land mark, you wait for me.

Ill never turn evil, because you're the goal i need.

ill heed toward the great light, just to see your eyes shine.

Ill brace my own tourment just to journey closer to you.

Fighting my own demons, curing all of my sin.

when i lost you, i realized, you were made to ascend.

now my only guilt is, I wish you could hear me say it forever and again.

you are an angel created so delicately.

and if i ever broke you, please dont let me command.

you are worth more then decades of sand.

more strong then i could comperhend.

and if i ever broke you, please dont let me forget.

i was so close to saving you, i left grace in my hands.

i was so far away when life took you, ill blame myself for not predicting it.

you are an angel, and now youre back on your home land.

someday i hope to join you, so we are never apart again.

you make it look easy.

you made it on top.

inside gods forgotten land mark, you wait for me.

Ill never turn evil, because you're the goal i need.

ill heed toward the great light, just to see your eyes shine.

Fighting my own demons, curing all of my sin.

when i lost you, i realized, you were made to ascend.