Valhalla Calling My Name

The sleepless nights,

The endless days.

I close my eyes,

and the vivid scenes appear.

My reality changes

As my heart beats faster.

I find myself back there again,

The fear takes hold.

I thought I came home

But my mind never left.

Time doesn't heal,

it doesn't ease the pain.

I want it all to stop,

I feel less and less sane.

There's no place to run,

No place to hide.

I struggle every day,

I want to leave it behind.

I know I'm supposed to keep marching on,

But I hear valhalla calling my name.

They say I'm supposed to stay for others,

That I'd leave behind so much pain.

But don't they understand the hell I live in, every day it gets worse.

I've fought so long, I've tried everything to stay so strong.

How much longer can I go without sleep, how much longer do I have to be so lost?

How much longer do I have to suffer for you

When I here valhalla calling my name?

Can you give me some slack?

Can you see my point of view?

Can you take comfort in knowing,

my demons are finally gone?

Can you please let me answer,

Valhalla calling my name?