Out of control

I’m slipping, I’m falling, can’t grab the line

The walls are closing in, losing all sense of time

I’m sorry… I can’t stop, it’s too late

Hands shaking, heart racing, thoughts collide

Shadows whisper secrets I can’t hide

Everything I touch just burns away

I scream inside but the world won’t stay

I try to hold on, but it’s slipping through

Every word I say feels like déjà vu

I’m screaming for help, but no one knows

The fire inside me only grows

I’m out of control, I can’t contain

This storm inside me is driving me insane

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, can’t make it stop

Falling through darkness, never hitting the top

Mind spinning like a carousel in hell

Every step forward is a step from myself

I reach for the light, but it fades away

Caught in the chaos, I’m led astray

I’m sorry for the walls I smashed tonight

The broken glass, the fights, the sleepless fright

I’m sorry for the hearts I’ve bruised, the pain I’ve made

I can’t stop myself, the chaos won’t fade

I’m sorry… I’m sorry, can’t hold it back

Every word, every step, leaves a trail of cracks

The floor shakes under me, the world’s a blur

Voices in my head screaming things I can’t defer

I’m breaking, I’m falling, the pieces don’t fit

Trying to hold it together but I can’t quit

Every corner I turn, I leave another scar

Losing who I am, forgetting who we are

I’m out of control, I can’t contain

This storm inside me is driving me insane

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, can’t make it stop

Falling through darkness, never hitting the top

I’m slipping, I’m gone, can’t hold on tight

The night consumes me, swallows the light

I’m sorry… I can’t stop…