I was told to let go and never look back
now I'm left searching for whats mine but ill never get that back
im left drownding in these toxic tears you created... you'll never understand what its like to be broken, shattered an hated. Just Look what you’ve created.
I've made my own bed, I promise I've live and I've learned, but I'm begging someone to help me return ...
So I'm down on my knees and I begging you please take back all these bad memories I can't hold it much longer I'm about to give up .... Cant you take back all that shit that you said that’s fucked up why can't I just shut you up and get you out of my vains like a disease just constant pain.
Your stuck in my head no matter what I take just circling around like a snake… I still here your voices as i look in that mirror telling me I'll never be worth it, I can feel it starting as my blood starts racing memories start flashing I'm smiling but she’s screaming, don't you hear her crying out for help ... Your voice is so clear its like your still here it’s all I ever hear... some one help me this is the last drop.. I dont know if you hear me but im begging you please I don't want to remember I don't want to hurt I'm sick of trying to shed this constant hurt.
So I'm down on my knees and I begging you please take back all these bad memories I can't hold it much longer I'm about to give up .... Cant you take back all that shit that you said that’s fucked up why can't I just shut you up and get you out of my vains like a disease just constant pain.
I'm sick of hidding this shit behind my well painted life , it’s all lies an fake smiles but who can tell right?
You fucked with my head you thought you were winning but he says I'm worth it and that's all I need to hear to pull me out of this constant fear ... I'm up of the floor and standing on my feet I smashed that mirror just so you couldnt speak . who do you think you were hurting me ... so this is the end of that story I'm starting new I'll never heal those scars that you left but I want to thank you ... your hate an your manipulation only made me stronger, I want you to know that shit never heals it’s going to linger, and because of that I will always hate you...
